I read this memory this morning and you know what…IT STILL SUCKS!!!

I read this memory this morning and you know what…IT STILL SUCKS!!!

Yes, we are almost to the end and while things have gotten a lot easier since she started the maintenance phase the truth is it still SUCKS.

New anxiety is building up [for me] as we approach end of chemo with fear of relapse. I know this is a normal emotion.

I pray all the time that Olivia never has to deal with cancer and or any other life-threatening illness ever again - I think two in a lifetime is plenty!

I pray that God does not make me have to live a life without her in it.

I still cry in the shower or in my closet.

Olivia has done an amazing job pushing through the last 63 weeks having daily or weekly, pokes and pills and whatever else she’s had to endure…and it still SUCKS every time watching her go through this.

First posted on the OliviaStrong Facebook page.