No new updates for tonight so you just get my thoughts while she sleeps! 😜
Sleepless nights.
Emotionally stressful days.
Not seeing your family in person for a long period of time is tough on the heart.
I miss the simple things I use to take for granted.
I find comfort in things I can control because everything else about her cancer is uncontrollable.
Most days, I’m simply in survival mode - not just survival for me but for Olivia too.
My mind never stops thinking about it, no matter how hard I try. Sure there are some simple distractions but it always comes back to cancer.
I’m not sure the word I would use to describe this state of being.
I feel that my role as her mother is to do and be exactly where I am, by her side.
God knew I was meant to be her mother.
God knew she was meant to be my child.
He created us specifically for each other. I will never leave her side.
She will never fight alone.
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First posted on the OliviaStrong Facebook page.