The truth is…this freakin’ sucks.
The uncertainty sucks.
The waiting sucks.
The sick days suck.
The days when you forget about it for a second just to be reminded suck.
The juggling schedules suck.
The crying sucks.
The questions sucks.
The unknowns suck.
The fatigue, whether it be hers or mine sucks.
There is literally nothing about your child having cancer that doesn’t suck.
I capture moments holding, snuggling or tickling my little ones trying to give them comfort.
I spend moments beside my bed, crying and praying and trying to get comfort for myself and gain my composure before they see me.
I pray for a cure for Olivia.
I pray for patience and understanding for Bradleigh and Natalie.
I pray for strength for me and Kevin.
I pray.
First posted on the OliviaStrong Facebook page.